Sadness Of Love.

Wow it's been a while since my last entry.

Anyways, a lot things happened to me these past few days. A lot of tears had been shed and words spoken. I'll admit it. I still love him so much but I think it's time to let him go and move on.

I've been hurt three times already and I don't want to experience number four. I'll use my head this time not my heart. But... I have a lot of buts.. sigh.

I already told him my decision. Here's a part from our conversation yesterday:

"Yes I know you love me and I love you too. I'd like to make this work again but I don't trust you anymore. Let's just move on with our lives. It won't be easy especially for me but I have to face the truth. Loyalty is very important to me."

I really said those words to him. Painful? Yes. I can see that he's hurt too and really really sorry for what he did. But I did what I had to do. No more us. 

Sad...

Here are my last words to him:

"Please stay."

I'm happy because we're both okay now. I had forgiven him already but sad at the same time because he'll be going back home..... leaving me in a couple of days. Damn.

(;__;)

Almost over you.

OMFG.

Is this really happening? He's back.

We just finished talking via YM. I wasn't able to control my emotions. I know he's sorry but it's not that easy to forgive him after what happened. Damn no. 

So can you imagine what I look like right now? (;_;)

Here's the fun part... I'll be meeting him tomorrow for lunch. We have so much issues to discuss... Ours and his divorce with the wife. YES. They're DIVORCED. 

I dunno if I'm gonna feel happy or not. 

We'll see what happens.

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Here's what's playing on my iTunes.

Almost Over you

by Sheena Easton

I saw an old friend of ours today

She asked about you, I didn't quite know what to say

Heard you've been making your rounds 'round here

While I've been trying to make tears disappear

Chorus:

Now I'm almost over you, I've almost shook these blues

So when you come back around after painting the town

You'll see I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart

Maybe leavin' came easy, but it tore me apart

Time heals all wounds they say and I should know

'Cause it seems like forever, but I'm lettin' you go

chorus

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams

Although you left me with nothing to show, full of misery

chorus

When you come back around after painting the town

You'll see I'm almost over you

(-__-)

Are they ready?

Gosh. I don't know how these kids graduated from High School. 

Note: I'm referring to the new (June) batch not the old (May) one. haha.

I was checking their second quiz for prelims earlier today. I already gave this quiz to my first two classes before so I thought that this would be easy for them too. But... I was wrong. haha

I have this habit of including an essay in their exam. I give them three questions and they should answer two of them in essay or at least paragraph form.

One essay read: 

"Computer literacy is very important because you can read and right the computer."

Believe me, you don't want to read the rest of it. hahaha. I think not even half of them passed the exam. 

I'm not perfect and I don't speak fluent English either. But I can proudly say that I can compose better sentences than them. 

Okay shoot me! haha.

(^_^)