Friday, October 31, 2008

Trick or Treat!

Well it's All Hallows Eve! And since it's not a tradition here in the Philippines to decorate their houses with pumpkins and spider webs, I figured out that I'll just go Trick or Treating here in my blog! Hahaha.


Sooo

Trick or Treat!!!




HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO EVERYONE!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

The Aftermath

I just had to write this.


I thought everything was okay. I said to myself that I'm gonna be fine. But a part of me still hurts. 

Remember my very volatile mood? Well two nights after the talk, my mood changed in a snap. All the laughter in my face was mysteriously taken away. I dunno what happened to me. My mind wasn't functioning properly and my emotions became very sensitive. 

Now I know.

My heart and my thoughts are still on a battle. I'm struggling to fight.

It will take more time than I expected. But I'll be fine... soon.

How am I holding on?
- good music
- a cup of coffee
- chocolates
- and good friends around me

Next: Moving On.
(Enough with the drama! lol)

(^_^)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Could Have Been.

This is my final post about he-who-must-not-be-named. lol



I never imagined that the two of us would meet.

That day was just special.

It was magical.

You were a dream come true.

From that moment, I knew that "we" would really last for a long time.

Every day that we were together.

All the words that were spoken.

All text messages sent.

Really gave me a feeling that I cannot truly explain.

Of course we had our bad times.

We talked.

We cried.

Then compromised.

We were happy.

And the time came.

When you had to leave.

I trusted you.

You trusted me.

We were apart.

But we reserved time for each other.

It was difficult.

But for five years we survived.

Then the last time I saw you.

I didn't have a hint.

That something very bad would happen.

You broke a promise.

A promise that you know would mean the end.

For us.

I tried to think.

Tried to listen.

But I didn't understand.

I have made myself clear to you.

"Loyalty is very important."

That little thing you did.

Put an end to "us".

And now you're coming back.

I know you're sorry.

A lot of tears were shed.

You explained yourself.

But I said No.

It's hard for me to accept.

Because.

I keep on thinking that...



...It could have been us.


(;_;)